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Philaster: OR, Love Lies a Bleeding
2nd Folio (1679).
Act 3, Scene 2; TLN numbers 1366-1512
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Philaster.
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    Are. Yes Sir.     King. About Eighteen?
    Are. I never ask'd his age.     King. Is he full of service?
    Are. By your pardon why do you ask?
    King. Put him away.     Are. Sir?
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    King. Put him away, h'as done you that good service,
Shames me to speak of.
    Are. Good Sir let me understand you.
    King. If you fear me, shew it in duty, put away that boy.
    Are. Let me have reason for it Sir, and then
Your will is my command.
    King. Do not you blush to ask it? Cast him off,
Or I shall do the same to you. Y'are one
Shame with me, and so near unto my self,
That by my life, I dare not tell my self,
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What you, my self have done.
    Are. What have I done my Lord?
    King. 'Tis a new language, that all love to learn,
The common people speak it well already,
They need no Grammer; understand me well,
There be foul whispers stirring; cast him off!
And suddenly do it: Farewel.         [Exit King.
    Are. Where may a Maiden live securely free,
Keeping her Honour safe? Not with the living,
They feed upon opinions, errours, dreams,
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And make 'em truths: they draw a nourishment
Out of defamings, grow upon disgraces,
And when they see a vertue fortified
Strongly above the battery of their tongues;
Oh, how they cast to sink it; and defeated
(Soul sick with Poyson) strike the Monuments
Where noble names lie sleeping: till they sweat,
And the cold Marble melt.
 
    Enter Philaster.
 
    Phi. Peace to your fairest thoughts, dearest Mistress.
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    Are. Oh, my dearest servant I have a War within me.
    Phi. He must be more than man, that makes these Crystals
Run into Rivers; sweetest fair, the cause;
And as I am your slave, tied to your goodness,
Your creature made again from what I was,
And newly spirited, I'le right your honours.
    Are. Oh, my best love; that boy!     Phi. What boy?
    Are. The pretty boy you gave me.     Phi. What of him?
    Are. Must be no more mine.     Phi. Why?
    Are. They are jealous of him.     Phi. Jealous, who?
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    Are. The King.     Phi. Oh, my fortune,
Then 'tis no idle jealousie. Let him go.
    Are. Oh cruel, are you hard hearted too?
Who shall now tell you, how much I lov'd you;
Who shall swear it to you, and weep the tears I send?
Who shall now bring you Letters, Rings, Bracelets,
Lose his health in service? wake tedious nights
In stories of your praise? Who shall sing
Your crying Elegies? And strike a sad soul
Into senseless Pictures, and make them mourn?
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Who shall take up his Lute, and touch it, till
He crown a silent sleep upon my eye-lid,
Making me dream and cry, Oh my dear, dear Philaster.
    Phi. Oh my heart!
Would he had broken thee, that made thee know
This Lady was not Loyal. Mistress, forget
The boy, I'le get thee a far better.
    Are. Oh never, never such a boy again, as my Bellario.
    Pill. [Phi.] 'Tis but your fond affection.
    Are. With thee my boy, farewel for ever,
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All secrecy in servants: farewel faith,
And all desire to do well for it self:
Let all that shall succeed thee, for thy wrongs,
Sell and betray chast love.
    Phi. And all this passion for a boy?
    Are. He was your boy, and you put him to me,
And the loss of such must have a mourning for.
    Phi. O thou forgetful woman?     Are. How, my Lord?
    Phi. False Arethusa!
Hast thou a Medicine to restore my wits,
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When I have lost 'em? If not, leave to talk, and do thus.
    Are. Do what Sir? would you sleep?
    Phi. For ever Arethusa. Oh you gods,
Give me a worthy patience, Have I stood
Naked, alone the shock of many fortunes?
Have I seen mischiefs numberless, and mighty
Grow live a sea upon me? Have I taken
Danger as stern as death into my bosom,
And laught upon it, made it but a mirth,
And flung it by? Do I live now like him,
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Under this Tyrant King, that languishing
Hears his sad Bell, and sees his Mourners? Do I
Bear all this bravely, and must sink at length
Under a womans falshood? Oh that boy,
That cursed boy? None but a villain boy, to ease your lust?
    Are. Nay, then I am betray'd,
I feel the plot cast for my overthrow; Oh I am wretched.
    Phi. Now you may take that little right I have
To this poor Kingdom, give it to your Joy,
For I have no joy in it. Some far place,
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Where never womankind durst set her foot,
For bursting with her poisons, must I seek,
And live to curse you;
There dig a Cave, and preach to birds and beasts,
What woman is, and help to save them from you.
How heaven is in your eyes, but in your hearts,
More hell than hell has; how your tongues like Scorpions,
Both heal and poyson; how your thoguhts are woven
With thousand changes in one subtle webb,
And worn so by you. How that foolish man,
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That reads the story of a womans face,
And dies believing it, is lost for ever.
How all the good you have, is but a shadow,
I'th' morning with you, and at night behind you,
Past and forgotten. How your vows are frosts,
Fast for a night, and with the next sun gone.
How you are, being taken all together,
A meer confusion, and so dead a Chaos,
That love cannot distinguish. These sad Texts
Till my last hour, I am bound to utter of you.
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So farewel all my wo, all my delight.       [Exit Phi
    Are. Be merciful ye gods and strike me dead;
What way have I deserv'd this? make my breast
Transparent as pure Crystal, that the world
Jealous of me, may see the foulest thought
My heart holds. Where shall a woman turn her eyes,
To find out constancy? Save me, how black,     [Enter Bell.
And guilty (me thinks) that boy looks now?
Oh thou dissembler, that before thou spak'st
Wert in thy cradle false? sent to make lies,
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And betray Innocents; thy Lord and thou,
May glory in the ashes of a Maid
Fool'd by her passion; but the conquest is
Nothing so great as wicked. Fly away,
Let my command force thee to that, which shame
Would do without it. If thou understoodst
The loathed Office thou hast undergone,
Why, thou wouldst hide thee under heaps of hills,
Lest men should dig and find thee.     Bell. Oh what God
Angry with men, hath sent this strange disease
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Into the noblest minds? Madam this grief
You add unto me is no more than drops
To seas, for which they are not seen to swell;
My Lord had struck his anger through my heart,
And let out all the hope of future joyes,
You need not bid me fly, I came to part,
To take my latest leave, Farewel for ever;
I durst not run away in honesty,
From such a Lady, like a boy that stole,
Or made some grievous fault; the power of gods
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Assist you in your sufferings; hasty time
Reveal the truth to your abused Lord,
And mine: That he may know your worth: whilst I

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